“Young, Gay and Murdered” – Got Your Attention, Right??

On July 28. 2008, Newsweek printed an article entitled Young, Gay and Murdered by Ramin Setoodeh, the tragic story of 15-year old Larry King’s murder. (As I am not going to fully summarize the piece here, I highly suggest reading it as I found it well written and enlightening.) What most troubles me about this report are the actions, or rather the lack of action, that Larry’s school took in what I believe could have been a preventable tragedy.

Young, Gay and Murdered recounts the tale of Lawrence King, a young, seriously troubled, and flamboyantly gay teenager who was shot and killed point-blank during class by one of his eighth grade classmates. Since his death, he has become an icon for gay-rights activists, yet as the article illuminates, Larry’s murder is too complicated to be simply labeled a hate crime. In his middle school, Larry both harassed other students and was harassed; in response to the anti-gay taunting and persecution, Larry’s “first line of defense” was “his sexuality [and he] wielded it like a weapon.” In today’s rapidly evolving society, I believe it is becoming more and more essential to better educate and prepare schools, especially middle schools, to encourage acceptance and tolerance in response to homosexuality. Yet Larry’s murder only proves that his school (as well as the majority of our national education system) was obviously incapable of dealing with a case such as his, whose sexuality was only one of several important issues that school officials failed to address. The classmate who killed Larry, Brandon McInerney, had serious troubles of his own at home and had been the object of Larry’s affections. The dropping grades and drastically changing moods of both boys, as well as rumors of a confrontation between them just a day before the shooting, should have been critical warning signs to school officials, possible warning enough to have prevented such an awful event. It is obvious to me that school and education today is not always about teaching reading, writing, and arithmetic; it’s not even about preparing students for jobs or college. Sometimes, it’s solely about helping students survive, literally, the long and arduous process of “growing up.” When considering the highly controversial issue of homosexuality, particularly as it affects students of increasingly younger ages, I can honestly say I am concerned for our schools and the similar situations they will inevitably face in the future. Schools will have no choice but to become ready and equipped to handle these issues, yet the difficult question remains as to how. As a teacher in the future, I hope I will remember the story of Larry King and therefore endeavor to promote patience and open-mindedness in my classroom and school, and if necessary, have the fortitude to intervene and stop something tragic like this from happening again.

The Newsweek article asks, “are schools ready to handle the complex issues of identity and sexuality?” Sadly, Larry King’s death provides an emphatic “no” in response to such a question.

The Tired Teacher and Her Developing Students

The past week has been demanding for me. I had piles of homework this weekend, including studying for an important test, as well as several performances for a few of the musical ensembles in which I am involved. These were in addition to my already busy schedule of classes, lessons, rehearsals, and meetings, and to top it all off, I also realized I am one entry behind on this blog! (For which I apologize, Professor Langholtz, but don’t worry. I’m posting two today to make up for it). Regardless, late nights and early mornings have been the norm for the past several days, and by the middle of this week, I was exhausted due to lack of sleep. In fact, I have discovered new meaning to the phrase “working for the weekend;” I cannot wait to sleep-in on Saturday. However, I often found myself wondering this week, how will I deal with grueling times like this when I am a teacher? As I barely remained awake through lectures and discussions, I was often grateful that I was rarely called upon to contribute, yet I realized that as a teacher, I will obviously have to “contribute” every day. How exactly will I balance my career with other important aspects of my life? How can a teacher maintain a healthy, fulfilled life outside school while simultaneously excelling daily in his or her position?

The balancing act between career and, well, everything else, is certainly a predicament most working adults struggle with, and it is a dilemma I have become particularly aware of as we discuss in class the crucial role teachers play in the emotional, mental, and social development of their students. Fulfilling this critical function is a huge responsibility; teachers possess the capacity to have a profound and lasting impact on the lives of countless young learners, on the way they interact in groups and on the way they perceive education and themselves. At school, children acquire important social skills, shape their sense of identity, and begin to internalize moral and ethical principles, processes undoubtedly affected by their teachers. Of course, having this influence is precisely what I have claimed as an overarching goal in my teaching career: to make a difference in others’ lives. Still, the implications of wielding such an influence specifically in the development of one’s students are intimidating, even scary. Affecting the processes of emotional and social development in children means to have an effect on their emotional and social aptitude for years to come. Especially in elementary school classrooms, I feel it is imperative to understand how malleable and impressionable young students are, as I have begun to recognize upon reading more in-depth on this subject. Along with all other teachers, I will have to constantly keep this in mind in the classroom on a daily basis. My lessons and teaching strategies will need to be planned while considering how to encourage emotional competence, cooperation, individual identity development, and moral growth in my students. Particularly during those tiring, strenuous weeks, when my life outside school is hectic and exhausting, I cannot allow myself to forget how important my role as a teacher will be in the developing lives of my students.

Good Teaching and Good Lecturing

In the education world, the term “lecture” sometimes has a rather negative connotation; it often conjures images of large halls filled with bored and drowsy students, some attempting futilely to stay alert as a professor drones on about the merits of vector calculus or organic chemistry. However, the “lecture” I attended last week, given by Professor David Domke of the University of Washington and entitled Religious Politics in America: Why the 2008 Presidential Election May Change Everything For Everyone, was far from sleep-inducing. Even for a non-political enthusiast/non-religion major such as myself, I found the lecture interesting, practically fascinating, and I found myself taking furious notes (though not really required) because I did not want to forget anything Professor Domke said. The subject matter itself was appealing, but it was more than that. For the purposes of this blog and my Educational Psychology class, I have attempted to analyze Professor Domke’s lecture from the perspective of a future teacher by paying particular attention to the many commendable traits and skills he displayed during the lecture.

Even before he officially started his presentation, Professor Domke’s very presence commanded attention. He began comfortably and confidently, with a large and clear voice that carried easily to the back of the small auditorium. It was also fairly apparent that he possessed a wide and sophisticated vocabulary, which he used appropriately considering the mixed audience of college students and adult community members. Furthermore, Professor Domke used humor to his advantage; he tossed in a few witty jokes sporadically – just enough to keep the audience on their toes, so to speak. The lecture also included, not surprisingly, a Power Point presentation, which Professor Domke skillfully used to enhance his message. A mixed variety of quotes, graphs, images, and straightforward bits of factual information were displayed as he lectured, and I found the slides were extremely beneficial to my note-taking. The lecture moved at a brisk pace, comfortable yet quick, and lasted almost precisely one hour (for which I was grateful as I had other commitments directly following the presentation). Those who had questions were invited to stay afterward to voice them. The overall effect of Professor Domke’s lecture was impressive; he was extremely professional, obviously knowledgeable, clearly articulate, technologically savvy, and, perhaps most importantly, far from boring. As a future teacher, I definitely admired his presentation and I even thought that it gave a whole new, more positive, meaning to the term “lecture.”

Educational Psychology: Questions About Teaching

The first couple weeks of our Educational Psychology class have been fairly philosophical in nature. During our class periods and seminars, more questions are raised than are answers given. Sure, Chapter One of our textbook does lay out a few facts as it defines approximately 14 important vocabulary terms and briefly discuss the No Child Left Behind Act as well as the role of psychological research in education. However, even the book asks more questions. Why do we teach? What is good teaching? Does teaching matter? How can we make a difference? These questions have been provoking some serious thought on my part, particularly thoughts that mirror those same questions: “Will I really be able to make a difference?” “Is teaching the best job for me?” “Will I be a good teacher?” and of course, “How in the world will I be able to do this for the next 30 years?” Uncertainties such as these are not easily resolved, though I hope that by the final days of this class, or perhaps by the time I finish my education degree, I will respond to all of the above questions with conviction and confidence.
Presently, however, I do feel compelled to examine one of the above questions in greater depth: How can we, as teachers, make a difference? Certainly, making a difference in the lives of young people is one of the most fundamental reasons driving my decision to pursue a career in education. I want to ignite a life-long enthusiasm for music in every student who enters my classroom, and I want to teach them the uniquely powerful message of hope, unity, and peace that music can spread. These are noble aspirations, for sure, yet I wonder how I will be able to move from simply teaching the basics day-by-day to truly accomplishing my grand goals. Furthermore, I remain unsure as to precisely whose lives I can possibly touch or change. Is it only feasible to chose a few select students with whom to genuinely bond? Or can I reasonably expect myself to form a personal connection with each individual in my class? The former seems to be the accepted fate of many teachers, while the latter appears to be the fairer and somehow better option. Still, making a difference in any way, in the lives of students or in society, requires a quality we have talked about several times in Education Psychology: passion. My passion for music and my passion for children fuel my desire to truly have an impact in the classroom and beyond. To be excited about making music, to sincerely care about every student, and to be full of zeal for teaching in general: these are the prerequisites for making a difference as a music teacher. These conditions, I believe, will become the foundation upon which my endeavor to become a difference-making teacher is built. Without a doubt, I still have much to learn; however, I think that having this enthusiasm, this zeal, this passion, is the first step in resolving the question of how to make a difference as a teacher.
And what about the other questions I raised earlier that remain unanswered?
Well, I’ll keep you posted.